Forgotten on the shores of the multiple past. Border city. Ghost city. Rijeka is deployed on the Kvarner Bay overseeing the dark blue Adriatic see. In the streets languages. In the languages nostalgia. The windows remain mysterious as it is our dwelling. Rijeka is a sad city. Phantom city. There are some hidden angles where silence whispers, where I try to say but I cannot find the words, where I try to find meaning in the palimpsests of the past: Austrian and Hungarian, Italian, Yugoslavian, Croatian. Does it matter now? All those layers are melting down underneath my steps. The city embraces my solitude. It opens to the abyss of the remembering. Boats leave. Boats come. As love. As humans. They share secrets, they bring new sadness. Grey and odd yellow lights. Overheated stones. Fermenting artists trying to make it, to figure out a path through the multifaceted urban map. Languages spread on places. Places spread across feelings.
Rijeka is a city of borders, city of ports, avid and selfish, often generous and wise, Rijeka is a city of silence and void, sometimes endless, just as our vital silence is.
Rijeka is a city where I can walk endlessly without any particular scope. I can lose myself and find myself. Discover wild beaches, devastated shores, edges, borderlines, littorals. Lines of belonging. Lines of oblivion.
Waves of nostalgia are invading my motion. There is no distinct pleasure to discover. No clear surroundings. Lines of non belonging. Lines of presence. Broken infrastructures, Broken structures. Broken. Fluid and blurred. Shifting and melting. Rijeka is a fluid city. A tectonic city. City that flows across layers of nostalgia and desire.